Innocence lost,
The fallen angel yearns for her lost soul
Her tears stain the ground and begin the crimson tide.
The song of a soul in pain
The cry for memories long gone
The past that shatters the mist of the present
A soul in torment
I long to be free
I call your name from the hilltops
I beg you to hear my voice,
But your answer comes too late
My soul falls to the Darkness.
I long to be with you
But my soul won’t free me,
from the prison that I have built.
I know that you hear the terror in my voice
I know you see me standing on the edge.
But your hand is not long enough
to keep me from the rivers of insanity
I watch as you try to look into my soul
But I do not know you, I cannot see you
My love blinds me; but it does not
give me the strength to step out of the jaws of insanity
I step away from the fantasy of life
And into the real world of insanity
Where the borders of my world have jagged edges.
I embrace you but my spirit does not know you
The rage that consumes me will not accept the human touch
I long to feel you against my skin
To hold you, to become one with you,
But I do not wish to hurt you.
I have not embraced the force that rages in me
The power that gives me the strength to kill
I want to stand atop the highest mountain
and leap, watching my body hurtle to impending death
But love for you keeps me awake
Each night I think of you
and each morning I have the will to live
Sometimes I see you and the rage courses through my veins
The heat of anger eats at me like a cancerous growth
Daily I breathe the venom of my own hate
It does not hurt me, only those around me
Come back to me
Come, and let me wrap my arms around you
Let me kiss the flesh of your lips
Let us mingle and let all that I have course through you
Let my rages depart and touch the center of your soul. ©
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