I've been writing this for longer than I can remember
Breaking the boundaries of a twisted mind
Simple acceptance is simply blinding
watching the colours spring to life
I look back on that day
With bitter release
wanting the occurrence to be null and void
yet now I see what is to is... must is
Mistaking childhood beauty
for adult want
ends mostly in painful misery
tortured beyond the bounds that reality has set
I slipped
off the edge of quiet solitude
into the web of childlike glee
condemned to create a greater mistake
than anything that went before
Still I looked to you
reaching for a saviour
touching an accuser
Too late the dream mingled with reality
coming to save what was left of my soul
still I turned to you
sinking deeper into the morbid darkness
that swallowed your world
I retched the deceit you fed me
drinking truth in sips
striking the iron of my misery
breaking the end of old fallen love
It was a process
I needed to absorb
A pain
I was meant to swallow
fed the bitter to taste the old love
Now I walk
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