Not quite sure what is supposed to happen here. Found out something about someone I was close to trusting. I just don't know if this is the point when I break down and cry or is this the point when I rejoice that I found out sooner than later. I'm not the crying type but somehow a good cry would be cathartic right now. I'm not even asking the usual stupid girl questions, 'Did I cause this?' 'Could it have been something I did?' Nah I know it's not me or my fault, I mean a man is a man is a man, you can't blame them that is just how they are, so when they mess up you expect it. Actually you walk around waiting for them to mess up and when they do, you say 'See I told you he would' (like seeing those signs saying 'Caution road slippery when wet' so obvious) and you pat yourself on the back glad you saw it coming but just a little sad that this one did not break the usual 'man tradition'. Well this tiny rant was not so bad. I feel better. So I go back to waiting for the next big screw up I guess...
